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the 2 for 1...or how I seem to contact people My problem is I'll go from wanting "me " time/wanting to better myself/be alone... to going to the opposite extreme and contacting multiple people... The problem with this though is I usually end up writing both people and then have to make some almighty choice.. one or the other.. do I zig or zag? neither choice is perfect. Some times it is just easier to " cut bait" and severe said tie with one ( or both) of the people.. Okay so why all the bitching then...well it seems like I've written myself into another corner and will have to make a decision. 1. option one: P..P is a bi Dom..has his own place/set up his basement as a dungeon..is single/older/into alot of things that I like. I even met him previously and played with him...My problem though is he is very "straight/bi guy"..meaning he is into guys for sex but not in the touching or romantic sorta way...He is heavily into the DAD/ sorta gay vibe. So there was this sorta disconnect between us.. which may or may not lessen if we got together on a regular. Another down side is he is older/first time he had the house to himself ( his adult moved to cali and has been to gay dungeons/played with others/taken on two other dudes///so I'd worry about him being clean and exclusive. Not sure I'd wanna be with someone that has multiples. 2. option two: a vanilla gay guy...one in particular is single/older/ etc etc etc...obviously into being with a guy in various fun ways ...but not kinky... so with one you get kinky and distant.. the other you get romantic/touch orientated but not kinky.. now i'm not saying that I have to choice this option.. it would be nice to find a touch orientated kinky dude...but they apparently don't grow on trees But so far these are my options |
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7/24/2017 4:57 am |
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7/25/2017 4:19 am |
actually that is a difficult one... whereas kink is wonderful..without affection it sorta is distant... and affection without kink? leaves you wondering about kink at night
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