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Well.... just how to begin. i suppose at the beginning.
All i ever wanted was to please & to serve. Well.. i met someone (THRU ALT BY THE WAY... it -does- work sometimes!!!) and He took the time to see me. He healed my heart and made me His. i was seriously involved with Him.
We were happy. We loved each other deeply.
He died in my arms, surrounded by love.
i am Not interested in an immediate 'instant relationship' nor do i engage in playing casually. If you want to be a friend then, fine. That is all i am offering. i need to be able to trust before play; i am no fool.
about me:
Submissively, i always strive to serve well and with complete honesty. i am loyal and respectful. If one expects the same courtesy, a simple display of manners usually works wonders.
i have been called a brat but i am not mean spirited. i know i am spoiled and by nature, i have a playful, mischeivous side. i can not deny that. i simply have high spirits.
i have a great desire to serve and have been slave trained (to a certain degree) but do not consider myself a complete slave since i am not currently serving in that capacity. i do not feel one can be something completely without full immersion within the ideal. One must live as a slave to be a slave. ( But dont get me wrong. i have that potential and i will always be grateful for that time and training. thank You Sir)
i am submissive, though i have switched (not comfortable with it though). i like my partners to take charge in the bedroom, or any other place we happen to be when the urge hits. i have been described as intelligently playful, challengingly adventurous and extremely eager to please ... also, i have been told i am a natural submissive and a good slave, and that's probably true. i have had a lot of experience in this lifestyle.
one note: i am not into severe pain or extreme humiliation as much as many are (more D/s than BDSM).
For example, i will participate in and submit to spanking and such for pleasure but i really dont want it all of the time, though i do admit to enjoying a little bit. i am a work in progress: i have expanded things a bit but still must trust completely in order to submit to some scenes.
Sensuality - like touching, and candles and massage - is as important as sex. And attention to detail is what i do!
Currently i am grieving; collared but no one holds the leash..... Not looking to replace that Hand any time.
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Mijn Ideale Persoon:
BEFORE YOU READ FURTHER: re-read the introduction line. Done it? Ok now, go on.
If it is agreeable to all concerned, we might be able to entertain one another as just friends but i think that's about it. i can not and will not ever promise more than that. i ask that you understand that.
What do i have to offer in return? Lots of things. i am an excellent friend. In addition, i am very respectful and take direction well. i am also very open to discourse when it comes to most sexual situations, and have tried a lot of different things. Those things i will discuss any time.
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