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i have been here a long time and out "here" since 1984 or so, its when I can remember collecting pictures of Women in Leather out of Cosmopolitan or any where i could find a picture of a woman in leather. i have evolved an enormous amount during this time. Early on i was scared of it all, my dirty secret as i seamed to like bondage early on. as a boy and young man the power i felt as i slide deep into a bound woman. making Her submit to the power of cock. deep, throbing and relentless. i was always looking to subjugate a wiling or partially unwilling pet, as by the time the trap was set, She would be my sex slave... Boy OH BOY! alot has changed. i was an awesome Dom! why? not arrogance, it was because deep down inside of me i was playing out a role i so desperately desired and need to be perpetrated against me. Up till the mid 2010's i was all about the leather and latex pin cushion of Woman i dated. then after a awful tragedy i finally was submitted by a strong Woman. i had become asexual from that stress. the Woman i was with at the time was a firery sexual being. She just wanted to get laid and loved cock. That said She was fed up with my lack of desire. She was such an extrovert. She would wear latex catsuits to big festivals here in Milwaukee. She was so beautiful even women fawned at Her. yet i was drained mentally. I dont remember exactly what happened in 2013-2015 but it was summer and slowly She nursed me back to health. Daily my clothes laid out, meals cooked and body massaged till sleep followed. She was spoiling and healing me, but that summer came the begining of mind control... before i knew it the subtle mental stabs at my lack of sex drive was followed by demands to clean my ass out in the shower and cock cages began as the norm. in the begining the cleaning was hard enough as it would take me 1-2 hours to clean out. greeted in the shower with inspection hands and cages... from there fingers to dildos came. i was trained "when lock goes on, cock goes in" it was seamless but 3 4 months of constant repetition i was trained to accept the cage on the phallus on my body, when locked ment pentration to follow. i was no longer allowed cum traditionally and was trained that i could get any and all releases from anal pentration or tens training.... i add more later.... i have a penis...no longer and COCK, i am only fed it from a powerful Woman... i am to cuck to Her, i am a slave...
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我的理想對象:
A lust for and the sounds of leather as it tightens down on flesh. bondage under tow or not. looking for a classy and BADASS woman, secure in all She is and isn't afraid to run wild and own me.
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